18.8.09

change.



for the past month i've been trying to figure out how to put this into words. 
i still can't. 


i will be home tomorrow. which is canada. 
i've moved and am starting a new journey...

 the past 4 weeks have been filled with too many tears and goodbyes + packing up my entire life in 3 suitcases. 

i begin with a broken heart but a open road ahead me...

i definitely need a few days to just catch my breath, heal and soak up my family and friends love.

thanks for everything guys.
will be back in no time, with a fresh. new. start.

X

50 comments:

  1. Big hug from Australia to you. Hope your doing ok.
    x

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  2. so sorry to hear about this. consider yourself cyberhugged by me. hope all is well. wish you luck in your new start!

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  3. changes can be hard but sometimes good. take time and have i mind that you never know where the road of life will take you. think happy, every thing is good for something.

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  4. i'm sure wherever you will go you will exceed and suceed at everything you wish to do! good luck with the future lovely even though i'm sure you don't need it! xo

    P.S. that quote is so true

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  5. good luck with the move and welcome back to Canada! changes are good and i'm sure the journey ahead will be wonderful! xoxo

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  6. wishing you well ~ i shall look forward to your return.
    ~ emily.

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  7. Oh Lisa. I'm so sorry to hear about this.

    Take your time to relax.. and enjoy the love and the time you get to spend with your friends and family. Going back to Canada may be the right path for you. Anyway, things will always work out for good girls :) Just be strong! I wish you all the best.

    love x

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  8. So sorry for you Lisa. But changes can be good. I wish you to find again your serenity. A big hug from Italy.
    Kisses, Carlotta

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  9. Darling im sending love,courage and strength as you make move back home to Canada. You are resilient,beautiful,strong and surrounded with loving family so i'm certain that whatever the chnages that you have to make are that you wont have to face them alone.
    When God closes one door He opens another window somewhere else.
    Big hug,always here for you Leese,
    Marian xx

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  10. babbbbe! :(

    tear. hugs, SO many hugs to you from me in little old Adelaide. I am so sorry things have been SHIT as shit can be for you recently..stay strong and stay positive! that quote is one of my all time favs and it is so so true.

    All the best with the move home - be brave lady Lisa! We love you.

    xxxx love always bel

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  11. Aw, Lisa. I wish you all the best, I know how difficult it is to go through. But yes, a new start, an open road- it's exciting. You'll do great, and you'll be happy. Good luck with everything, stay strong, and take care. Hugs from a fellow Canadian xx

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  12. oh honey! i have been thinking about you so so much. been praying that the hurt wont be too much for you to take. you have so much courage and strength to go ahead with everything! you are truly amazing!! tons of love and hugs! xoxoxoxoxoxo <3 <3
    kathrinxo

    www.fashionistadiary.co.uk

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  13. Hi,
    I never comment on blogs, but have been following yours from early on. I love your blog and the personality and sincerity that shines through. I don't know the intricate details of your life, but I know that everything happens for a reason, as cliche as it sounds. You will find yourself again and be happy! I know how difficult moves are. People resist change for a reason (I lived on three different continents in the last 10 years). Good luck and much love from Seoul xoxo

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  14. awww wish nothing but the best for you and your new journey ahead...

    whatever you do, i'm sure you'll do it well :)

    x

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  15. "At some point your heart will tell itself what to do." //Achaan Chah
    and i know it doesn´t help, can´t help, but i wish you all the best for the new journey you will begin.
    love from germany

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  16. Awww L! Changes are always hard but things will turn out ok! xoxo Jen

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  17. Aww Lisa! Hope you're doing ok, wishing you all the best, and sending a HUGE cyber-hug your way! Take all the time you need! x

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  18. just a quote to help you on your way

    "WE ARE ALL IN THE GUTTER BUT SOME OF US ARE LOOKING AT THE STARS." - Oscar Wilde


    oxLO

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  19. I've been reading your blog for a while too, like anon. but never had a real reason to comment. I hope everything works out for you, and in Canada you'll actually have a reason to wear the perfect fall boot. xx

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  20. Although we don't know each other, I am only reading your blog I send you a hug and I hope that you will find happiness again. You deserve it.

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  21. OH NO :( I am so, so sorry. Glad that you will be home, safe with your family and friends whom I know you must miss dearly but I am so sorry for your heartbreak. I've had mine broken many a times, had my whole lifes plans thrown to the dust but we all come out ahead. Wish you all the best *BIG HUGS* and hope to see you back here soon!

    At least it's not winter in Canada :)

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  22. Changes can be so hard and unwelcome sometimes. At least you'll be returning to your friends and family back home, where I know you'll be engulfed in love. I can tell from the comments above that you've got all the readership support in the world :)

    xoxo.

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  23. is romeo coming? sorry to hear this. welcome back to canada.

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  24. i wish you well in your future endevours.
    "Everything will be okay in the end, if it's not okay, it's not the end."

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  25. Changes can be good! I wish you to feel good and serenity again!

    xxxo honey!

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  26. Change can definately be a good thing, and I believe that you will find happiness back in Canada. All the best darling...Cx

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  27. Changes are so heartwrenching at times but are sometimes such necessary parts of life.

    I wish you all the very best and send a big hug your way! I'm sure that everything will work out wonderfully for you, you are such a beautiful person that life will be wonderful for you no matter what or where you are.

    Good luck and have a wonderful move!
    xx

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  28. Awww, more big hugs from Australia gorgeous....hope it all works out well for you (wait, I know it will).

    Hope the change and settling in period goes well and that your broken heart heals.

    Bless, have a great week gorgeous!

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  29. Maybe a door it´s closing...but a new window it´s open for you!!

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  30. Really sorry to hear that you are sad... But you seem like a very strong person and you will make it for sure. It really comes through that you are a very happy and positive person and even though in rough times it's hard to keep you head up, know that after rain comes sunshine!

    kisses

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  31. boo bear i am so proud of you!
    I hope you're okay and don't forget I am here if you need ne thing...

    gonna write u soooon!
    <3 u beautiful

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  32. you've sort of moved me (and that's hard).
    i'm POSITIVE that life sure does have something amazing for you, beautiful!

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  33. Aww hun... nothing can mend a broken heart as love and support from family and friends. Life would not be called a journey if it did not have it's ups and downs, but I do believe that everything happens for the best.

    Lots of hugs!!!!

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  34. I think there is nothing left to say...so I'll just say, don't worry, everything will be allright.
    Love and hugs

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  35. My best wishes for happiness and love to surround you. Take care.

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  36. NO DONT ME HEARTBROKEN ♥
    okay i hate seeing beautiful (inside and out) people sad;
    listen to:
    'naive' by the kooks
    'sweet and low', 'stars and boulevards', and 'sunday best' by augustana .

    all those songs are essential to heartbreak,
    for me at least .
    but it's a new start and knowing you,
    you'll manage to make the absolute best of it .

    ♥♥♥
    xx

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  37. be strong little one.
    you are beautiful

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  38. Buy you some nice chocolate and dazzling clothes. This might be help to you.

    I always like your blog.

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  39. Wow...such big changes. I know that no matter where you are, you will thrive and spread beauty...as you have been. I wish you the best on your journey...

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  40. I can only imagine what you are going through, but you have the right attitude and a great outlook. I believe you'll be okay.

    The quote is love. I'm going to have to use it! Hope you don't mind. Thanks.

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  41. Lisa, I hope you find some peace soon. I have this feeling that things will turn out okay for you :)

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  42. Ok, I prefer not to ask anything, but let me say, you are very strong and brave to express all your feelings here...
    I wish you the best, you know that.

    Big hug from barcelona

    XXX
    Mireia

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