21.8.09

back in action.

i'm back.
proper post coming tomorrow!

honestly. 
words cannot express how much your kind words have meant to me. 
THANK YOU.
from the bottom of my heart.

some random things i've learnt/done these past few days:
-tears. are. good.
-hugs and kisses from family are truly priceless
-character and strength are developed during low points.
- gave away 3/4 of my clothes to charity
-unpacked my life out of 3 ginormous suitcases
-stayed up until 4am talking to my brother
-did some minor retail therapy with my sis...:)
-soaked up a canadian summer night
-had way too many lattes to starve off the jet-leg at 4pm everyday
-walked to the grocery store at twilight
 -trying to breathe... and grab hold of my dreams....


33 comments:

Natalie said...

This is such a happy pic, i love it! and i like what you've learned! hehe

xoxo

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Cupcakes and Cashmere said...

awww i hope things start to get better for you very soon. a good attitude and lots of friends and ice cream usually speeds up the process. sending good vibes and love your way.

Vivian said...

Welcome home! Canadian summer nights are actually nice, aren't they?

Happy to read your update, take it one day at a time, and you'll be just fine.

Thinking of you! xx

amoramor said...

your blog is adorable..
loved it

LoveMore said...

glad you are home and staying strong honey! very proud of you to keep pulling through.

keep on shining gorgeous!

xxx love bel

Fashion Tidbits said...

you go girl!

steph said...

I love your blog so much! You're so inspiring!
Crying always makes me feel a million times better. Remember, if it doesn't kill you, it will make you stronger.
Canadian summers are usually pretty amazing...atleast here in B.C.
I'm looking forward to your next post! :)

brooke said...

Congratulations. Stay beautiful :)
I'm proud of you.

Emily said...

your list reads so well ~ enjoy your dreams and all these little every day goodnesses. i'm learning to do just that myself...

Anonymous said...

So happy to hear good news, Lisa. It will be better, day after day, you'll see. You're a strong woman and you think positive: that's great!
Many many kisses and a big hug from Roma, Italia,
Carlotta

Ioana said...

So glad you feel better. And remember that everything happens for a reason. One day you will look back upon your grief and you WILL see the silver lining.

Lots of love from Romania

Zepequeña said...

This picture shows an amazing happy!

Zepequeña.

Anonymous said...

It really is inspiring how strong you are! :*

Maria said...

I'm so glad to hear that you are doing well! Your list made me smile.. :)

Take one step at a time, Lisa. You're doing great.

Life is good and you deserve to enjoy it to the fullest.

Sending you lots of love :)

Jillian said...

love you love u! xo

Anonymous said...

Hope you feel better sweetheart! We're all in your corner. Sending happy thoughts your way.

Fashionology said...

Great picture! Love LOVE your blog! <3

electric feel said...

hope everything will be good

stay dandy

wannadressyou said...

she´s soo sweet...
=)

xx!

Lizzie said...

I've been following your blog for a while now and I wanted to say good luck with all your future endeavours and I hope everything gets SO much better for you! I look forward to your next post - your style is awesome! :)

M said...

glad you're feeling better!
we're all rooting for you hon!

FashionJazz said...

Hope u get settled in soon, thanks so much for ur mail and I will email u very soon! Thinking of u and lots of hugs from a really cold Cape Town! : ) xx

Anonymous said...

I am going through a similar experience...three months since my heartbreaking day, I am still trying to catch a breath...I am still burying a lot of dreams and in a meantime crying a lot of tears...and even though it all seems so gloomy now, something deep inside tells me just to keep going...keep pushing through...and it is inspiring and comforting to come across blog like yours; with patience and with little help from others, we will be able to start breathing and dreaming once again.

Wanderlusting said...

LOVES YOU! xoxox

We Walk In Fashion said...

I love this funny picture of Diane Kruger

PH said...

This shot is VERY teen vogue. I love it

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